
I am a huge baseball fan. I love the sport so much, I even went back to play in a hardball league last year as softball just wasn’t hardcore enough to me. I wanted to swing at fast pitching, steal bases, and cover centerfield like Ken Griffey Jr.. Even as I sit here and watch the All-Star festivities, I feel kid-like emotions as the game is being held in St. Louis this year. When I was younger the Cards were one of my favorites as they played small-ball and ran like crazy with Lonnie Smith, Willie McGee, Ozzie Smith and power being supplied by guys like George Hendrick and his back-to-the-pitcher stance. They even rented Jack Clark for a while after his years with my Giants. St. Louis is probably the best baseball town with Rogers Hornsby, Stan Musial and Bob Gibson all sporting the birds on their chest. ESPN thinks St. Louis is great as well as they just did a quick spot showing all of the people from the Cardinals past. Yet one name was not mentioned, Mark McGwire.
When Big Mac hit 70 homeruns in 1998 in that town, it could not have happened to a better city. He was on top of the world and so was baseball. So how can he not be mentioned with the greats of the city’s history? His alleged steroid use is why. The sport is now like a guy with a criminal record. They want people to accept them as they are now, but not know where they had been. Yes, baseball was locked-up and addicted to drugs heavily in the 90’s. Note to baseball, “Everybody knows, deal with it!”
Like any good addict, they enjoyed the time they were hooked. But it’s hard to deal with paying the price when you’ve been busted. Of course McGwire only does interviews now saying, “I don’t want to talk about the past.” Sorry Mark, we have to because baseball always does. Well, except unless it involves Pete Rose as well, but anyway…
Without baseball history, the sport might be far down on the “I love sports” pole behind basketball and football for the American public, could it even become a niche product? But the sport always pulls out it’s heroes of old to spark those emotions in people like me.
And I’m watching now.
See, while I think steroids should not be a part of the game, they were. The A’s are my favorite team and I knew McGwire and Canseco were using back then when they were the Bash Brothers but I didn’t care. I didn’t care about Mark’s Andro or Creatine in his locker and I told people then that they were just covers for what he was really doing. I don’t care. Why? Because I also was a fan of bodybuilding and I knew Arnold did it (and every pro for that matter). I even liked “professional” wrestling and I knew Lex Lugar wasn’t clean. And football, where do I begin? Rodney Harrison and Shawn Merriman get busted and it’s an afterthought on ESPN and FOX sports minds. It’s also not on the mind the fans of those sports either. Maybe because they just deal with it.
So baseball, perhaps you should do the same. Trot Mark back out for the festivities (think he’ll be there this year?), invite Bonds and heck, how about a 1998 reunion re-living the love between Sosa (who has also allegedly failed a drug test and did not know how to speak English when questioned about steroid use). You may find that the fans are more forgiving than you thought. After all, everybody deserves a second chance right? Well, maybe…if you had only dealt with the problem when you had a chance.
But baseball, you also were addicted to the juice in a different way. You may not have been the user, but you were the indirect supplier that got paid off the junkie. You were addicted to the cold-hard cash, so there’s no need to hide now, just deal with who you are and see what happens. But you’re scared you will be, “Long Gone!” if you do, and that is the gamble all addicts face when people learn the truth about their past.